I leave for San Miguel in 11 days. I’ve not really thought about it or allowed myself any sort of giddiness and excitement – I’m overwhelmed with trying to balance the seven college composition classes at two different community colleges. I keep trying to prove that I’m worth their time….
Either way, I’ve managed to stay ahead of the game on my lectures, but I find myself frustrated with the unprepared procrastinator students. I went through this last semester and promised myself I’d leave it alone.
I can’t be upset with them when I still have not made a dent in my manuscript proposal…I need something by 2/13 and the outline sits open on my tablet screen for days on end with no additions, no subtractions, no changes in page numbers. I’m dreading the work not because I know it is a process.
I’m dreading rejection…